Queer Boy

A fool was I to hand you that box
That beating box of time
A fool was I to kiss your lips
and think that you would be mine

To dance with you is sleeping in haze
A smokey place where I'm not she and you're he
A fool am I to run away with you, from you
A fool am I to stay.

For when you look in the mirror, you will leave me here alone, and walk away.

SITB

Photographer of the Year

We chanced to take the course, and met in photo class
Quickly cognizant of our potential force, we began in photo class.

Soon the laughter beat the silence, and our hugs grew elastic,
Our voices went hoarse, every forty minutes in photo class.

The cluttered darkroom echoed against our knowing eyes,
With blinks we spoke Morse, side by side in photo class.

The crimson bulbs inspired new love outside our negatives,
With no rules to enforce, it was him and her, and me in photo class.

Now black and white is outdated, in film and in love,
Yet the couple once endorsed still gnaws, and I wait, in photo class.


CLR

Ars Poetica

Crinkled and knotted,
Your mind pushes far beyond the last
Fluid dimension of thought.
Words and images
Sucked out, crossed out, and beaten.
Their meaning disentangled
From the syllables their bound to.
Stretched,
Pulled,
Prodded,
Poked,
Rolled,
And Torn open.
Mile by mile, down a endless road,
Making no explicable progress.
Broken and battered,
Words, attempting equilibrium,
Burn off energy enough to care.
The unthinkable dread of empty canvas
Impedes on the black and white tile
That clangs too loudly
For reason to be heard.
Inspiration becomes an
Agonizing, ever-twisting labyrinth.
The climactic moment drawn out too far,
Centuries too far,
Tortures and torments you,
Tears you to pieces
Until, at last, you
Are undistinguishable from
The pain you’ve offered,
The discomfort you’ve endured,
The itch you’ve tolerated.
And the balance finally restores itself.
Rights you just at the point of ultimate collision,
Lets you steal a breath,
Before the next thought starts to pull.

CLR